@ this point of my life...

@ this point of my life...

when i growing old, getting fatter each day, looking bad and of cos penniless

everything just don seems to go my way...

i long for that perfect skin,perfect body and of cos a perfect job i love but all these seems so far far away from me.
i feel like a old lady trapped in a 30++ year old body. (mind u,i'm only like 24! this year)

been feeling so bad recently,having so much things on my mind, even at night i get nightmares...

sometimes i long for a praise like ''hey,u look great today!''

this little things can lighten up my day alot...
as far as i can remember, only one person ( _______) will praise me and i'll really believe wat he say.. the only person who will make me feel at ease...

becos of the recent things on my mind,i began to think if this is the life i really wan...

i'm kinda worried...

alot of things don go my way...
when i thought things is finally going my way,its only actually the beginning...