Mentally stress out...

looks like i got plenty of planning to do...

plenty of thinkings to sort too...


not easy ley... i don have much time,and work makes me so tired...

but somehow or rather i really really need to balance everything...
now already april, don really have much time left...

so so so messed up now...

Updates... *feeling guilty/disturbed/confused/happy

kinda tired & lazy to blog....
In fact i just woke up not too long ago..
Yesterday was out with my colleague + EQ-Less Guy(Yes,he came with me. :P) for dinner & some partying @ Dragonfly.


EQ-Less & me in the Mrt...

I reach Tiong Bahru Mrt @ 7.45pm... And Miss Lay Kheng Reach like 8.30pm lor... this lady still dare to warn me in the afternoon not to be late then in the end? She's late instead. But luckily i got EQ-Less and Nancy to chat with to kill time otherwise i'll probably Kill her. haha. Just Kidding...

Oh Ya,dinner was Great... We actually went over to my colleague Fion's hubby place for dinner. He just newly open his western food stall (Delight & Delicious) over at 26 Jalan Membina,just a short walk from Tiong Bahru Mrt.
The food looks appealing (too excited to try the food that i forgotten to take pics.haha), taste great and is cheap.... and they have deserts too... the tiramisu simply taste fantastic. U guys should go try too... i swear its nice. :P

Then after dinner,the final decision was to go Dragonfly (Kevin says he feels too old to go dbl O~), but i was rather skeptical about going there,but majority wins la...

1st,we got free entry due to Kevin (He used to be a bouncer so he got his connections which is so so so good lor! hehe)
2nd,the music wasn't as bad as i thought which means that i kinda enjoyed myself!


Partying with them is sure fun


EQ-Less & me... (simply love love him so muchie)


Me, Fion & Lay Kheng


We love Funny faces!


Peter & the ladies...

Everything was going very very well & i really enjoyed myself until the last person i ever wanted to see suddenly appear just 3 steps away from me...
its not that i hate him or anything... The feeling is kinda confused, abit guilty and very disturbed. Anyway its a long long story... and i tried my very best to ignore his presence but somehow or rather our eyes still met.
So i left around 2pm... feel so so awkward and memories just started to flow back... then all the feelings just keep getting stronger and i no longer enjoyed the music & the crowd.
but luckily i had my fair bit of drinks so i manage to sleep soundly through the night.

I don really wish to dwell on the past and make myself miserable. but sometimes it just suddenly comes to ur mind. haiz...
But now i got even more important things to do So i guess i don have time to think so much too.
Hope things will go smoothly for me ya~

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Now presenting My new Motorola Q 9H smartphone!





is this fantastic? its a smartphone which has full QWERTY keyboard and its using my favourite windows OS... Plus i love the size too,i simply love big big slim slim gadgets!
Actually i bought this to replace My lovely Samsung U600 which kinda died on me.
And now this Motorola phone is even better! i'm simply loving this~

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Another addition to my workdesk...


this cute little fellow


@ the office,it looks like this...



just hanging off my monitor...

isn't it a Cute and Cuddly fellow?

:P

... i miss my dad

just came back from Lim Chu Kang where i went to pay respect to my Grandparents and my Dad for the chinese Qing Ming...

its been more than 10 years...

i really miss my Dad...

time for a change...

for a better future

its time to really start saving...

its all about planning...

its all about GIVE & take...


for that someone... u heard that??

haha

Insomnia strikes again

i'm losing sleep again...



why? why? why?